I'm Almost Giving Up…

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When I started to catch fever on Monday, and my body ached all over. Many things those I did routinely, I couldn’t do. And I couldn’t manage to do the most important thing, – milk pumping!

I couldn’t ever get up from the mattress, and with high fever Hafiy, it was not easy to do milk pumping. Until I even thought about “Let the nurses give Fahry FM je lah..”.

It wasn’t easy, true.

I just manage to get 3 containers the whole Monday. And when Abiy said “Susu Fahry dah habis!” oh it enough to make me melatah. But that night was really-really exhausting until I couldn’t get up to do sponging on Hafiy. Thanks Abiy for his sacrifice. He gave up sleeping to sponge Hafiy.

Thinking about giving FM to Fahry, eventually I changed my mind.

  1. My cold/flu/fever or whatever won’t transmit into my breastmilk as long as I don’t have HIV.
  2. My breastmilk contains antibodies (while I’m on fever) to my illness, which will protect Fahry from getting it too (of course cos I don’t have contact with him these days).
  3. Hafiy has CMPA (alergik terhadap protin susu lembu), could be Fahry has it too? Oh no…

So I kuatkan semangat , get up and pump. Cos it was not easy to pump at home, I pumped in the car on the way to the hospital. Fortunately Pak Uda is here, so he can send me there, many times a day.

Alhamdulillah Fahry is still on my BM and hopefully he’s not having CMPA. Poor Hafiy, he can’t eat chocolate, dadih and other dairy products. Else, he’ll get rashes and diarrhoea. I made dadih the other day, thinking that he was free from CMPA, but he got rashes on his face. Cian anak Mami…

Last night and this morning Hafiy had high fever, his temperature was 40degree C!

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16 responses to “I'm Almost Giving Up…”

  1. anamiraa Avatar
    anamiraa

    lyna, who am i to tell than it’s not going to be easy? tapi apa2pun, somehow i believe that you can overcome ANYTHING for your beloved kids. hang in there. the end would be beautiful for all of you!

    ALL THE BEST SIS!

    everymom sanggup tak tido demi anak kan. tapi ni mmg xbole tak tido laaaaa. bukak mata pun tak laratt 😛

  2. puteri1@mama_aqilah Avatar

    Tinggi tu tempereture hafiy tu lyna…kena monitor…yerla..dah ada 2 orang…penat sikitla kan…tak perla…anak kecik2 cam ni kena banyak berkorban sikit..dah besar nanti..insyaallah…senang…

    dah tau suhu dia 40degree tu trus beli termometer! (termometer b4 ni ilang)

  3. Zety Avatar

    my son pun cmpa. memang kesian kan sebab diorang takleh makan dairy products. kalau dulu roti pun tak boleh.

    mommy lyna, kuatkan semangat. semoga cepat sembuh!

    uhuh. Hafiy still OK lagi, bole tolerate dgn roti. kalau coklat… sikit pun dah bole buat ciritbirit.

  4. puteri1@mama_aqilah Avatar

    Harap Hafy cepat sembuh ye….demam nak pandai apalah lagi tuh kan…mentangla dah beradik…

    saya kata dia demam nak bercakap. hehehe. tapi macam tak je 😀

  5. mirah Avatar

    Lyna, dont give up k. Just bare it for this time, sket je kena extra hardwork, just for fahry kn. I knew it wasn’t easy, but i do believed you can do it..

    ya… hari ni my B rasa sakit sgt tp bkn sebab bengkak susu ke ape. maybe sebab fever ni cause some urat2 badan rasa tak sedap.

  6. Asiah Abd Jalil Avatar
    Asiah Abd Jalil

    Please bawa Hafiy ke hospital immediately! 40 degree Celcius for a toddler sangat bahaya. My third child, Zara, pernah kena feveral fit (sawan disebabkan demam), just after reaching 39.8 degree. 40 degree kalau pi private, sure kena tahan kat ward punya. Kalau government hospital tak tahulah. Please take action. Kesian Hafiy…

    kami dah bawa dia ke klinik paed as soon as lepas detect badan dia panas (sbb takde termometer kan). that’s our practise la, dapat tau je anak demam, terus bawak jumpa paed, either hospital or clinic. sampai2 terus nurse check T badan dia & bila dapat reading 40degree C, trus dapat emegency treatment. the paed also prescribed the ubat bontot in case high fever lg. if tak OK jugak esok pegi follow up.

    oh ya, about bringing him to paed clinic, hospital sini takde resident paed, semua pakat bukak klinik sendiri.

  7. salwa Avatar

    lyna is a super mommy…menda kecik camtu petik jari je dia bole hadapi..insyaALLAH.btul tak lyna… 🙂

    😀 insyaAllah

  8. Erna Avatar
    Erna

    Hang in there dear! Semoga dipermudahkan urusan oleh Allah. Insyaallah.
    Take care! get well soon Hafiy!

  9. salwa Avatar

    uh lyna last nite hafiy dah active kan?tis morning fever dia relapse ke?

  10. salwa Avatar

    lyna seems like ur damn bz dear, be strong ok…i really wish i can be there rite now!!

  11. cik_yan Avatar

    kuatkan semangat.. mmg tough.. dengan pressure susu habis berbagai.. but you can overcome it.. you can 🙂

  12. zuhaini Avatar

    kesiannya… 40 degree! cucuk ubat masuk bontot tak…?

    anyway.. take care!

  13. Hanim Avatar

    Get well soon! Hang in there, may Allah mudahkan rezeki for Fahry & mommy’s liquid gold bertambah2.

  14. kakLuna Avatar

    pelan2….yang mana mampu buat, buat lah..jangan paksa2..hafiy tu demam nak pandai tu…sok ada la perkembangan terbaru dia tu 🙂

  15. deemuumtaz Avatar

    I wish i’ve the same courage and spirit like you, dear. Or at least little of it.

  16. NeroEcha Avatar

    Chaiyok lyna..kuatkan semangat yer for yr kids..Hafiy semoga cepat sembuh yer sayang..

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