since pregnant, this is the first time abi had to attend course in KL. 2 courses in 2 weeks. maybe because of pregnancy, or maybe because we haven’t stay apart for months making me feel very lonely and saddy…
second day without abi, i try to live as usual. but it still something missing. nobody to be woke up everymorning, nobody keeps my pills container in his pocket, nobody drives me to office, nobody pays my breakfast, nobody has breakfast with me, nobody calls me during lunch time to go home, nobody opens the grill and lock it for me, nobody watches spongebob with me, nobody helps me cooking dinner, nobody helps me doing dishes, nobody throws the garbage out, nobody gets mad at me when i spend too much time on ym, no shirts to iron, nobody to talk, nobody to hug, nobody.. nobody.. ;((
anyhow, mommy still feel happy and lucky because you are here with me. since abi got his air ticket 2 days ago, you increased your movement, making me not feel alone anymore. thank you my baby… i know you miss abi too, and you felt a bit upset upon abi’s departure. you didn’t respond to abi like usual, even if that time you were playing with mommy. when abi called your name, you’d suddenly stop moving.
don’t be sad ok, next week we’ll go after abi. we’ll get a hotel at midvalley so that abi may stay with us. i promise 🙂
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