The breaking news surprised many parties, especially my own family LOL.I haven’t told anyone in the family except my husband (cos he’s the one who signed the approval).
Some friends were just raising their eyebrows and said “You must be kidding”, especially those who ever heard from me things like “I’ll never swim in business world. It’s too risky”.
To tell you, it is not easy to manage many things at one go : work-family,need-passion, life-death. I am a mother with 2 little boys with a career of bud which just about to grow 🙁 so pathetic kan, almost 5 years in the industry, only this time got opportunity to pursue my career progression. Lots of works to do.. have to close the gaps that most people do in 3-5 years, but I only have 1 year! Crazy crazy~
Need and passion. I need my job. I love it actually. Doing something for the nation… It must be a great feeling seeing your thumbprint standing great in the eyes of the world. But at the same time my passion is on the other field, which I refuse to neglect. Like what one of my friend said, we work during the day to earn a living, we work at night to live our dream.
Life and death. Should not forget this part. Sooner or later I’m gonna die. Things that make me worry are : 1) Where I will be? 2) What 
will happen to my family? These 2 things always bring me back to Earth. As I need a good reputation as a Muslim (in the eyes of Allah), so that He won’t let me go to the Jahannam but put me inside the Jannah instead. And I need a good reputation as a human so that my family that I leave behind won’t suffer because of me. 1) They have enough money to continue living after my death, 2) They won’t be isolated by the society. So I have to take care of everything.
Isn’t that cool? Life always needs something to balance between left and right.
But of course all those are not burdening. Life is too short to be whimpered. Just enjoy the moment. NO SWEAT! Everything will be OK. Just put deodorant on, LOL.
The more you give, the more you get 🙂
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